February 2, 2014
I want to feel like I'm doing things right, Lord.
Like I am pleasing unto You.
That is when THIS will all click.
That is when life will regain the vibrancy it once had.
That is when the past will completely be erased.
When I know I am on Your path.
When I believe I belong only to You.
That is when I will be healed.
That is when I'll be forgiven.
That is when I can truly move forward.
See life in color again; I've been struggling so much for this.
That is when I will have joy in every moment, during each task no matter if perceived trivial.
That is when I will have FREEDOM.
I will live in freedom.
That is when I will truly know my boundaries and GUARD THEM with FULL armor that You provide.
That is when I will be able to truly live for You.
That is when I will be able to truly love.
That is when I will be able to go to sleep at night and say to myself,
"Job well done today, Jess. Love you. So proud of how you spent the day! Sweet dreams, God's child."
That is when I will be able to rebuke any demon because of my faith in Your power and exercising Your authority.
That is when I will be fully full again.
That is when...
Well the realization is now...
The blessing and peace is therefore no longer a matter of when...
It is here.
Now.
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