Saturday, October 19, 2013

Mercy 10.19.13

The heart has turned
I strayed in my path
I was struck dead
I was killed
My house was on the way to Sh’ol
It leads to the halls of death
Death was calling!

Wisdom
Discipline
Morality
Obedience
Were thrown out the window
Traded for exploitation
Self-disrespect
Corruption

The voice grows

Destroying herself
I was destroying myself

That path leads to death!

Mmm how good that feels
Tickles every part of me
Except my soul
The attention provided for my pleasure-centered parts came with a trade
Heart grew cold
The pleasure stole all the heat from my…
Soul

Anxiety abounded
Wisdom was gone
The doors of my mind opened,
Letting in clouds of confusion
Murkiness
Clarity of mind disappeared
Exchanged for some pleasure
Leading to death

“All her ways are pleasantness
And all her paths are peace”

What was peace?
I lost understanding
I lost wisdom
I lost soul
I lost myself
Traded for deception
Cha-ching!
There goes another transaction

I know better now
He taught me better
It’s like I’ve almost drowned and come up to life and breathing again
And it’s not the first time to feel such a reset
Yet He picks me up each time

Merciful and gracious

This time I know better
Deception gently pounds the hammer on the rationality of my heart
That is anchored in the connection with My Creator
The Origin
The Source
Righteousness
Love
Peace
Everything Beautiful

Heart is being built impenetrable now

Don’t try us now;
YAH + I

Unstoppable.

Roots grounded in the eternal
The Powerful

Don’t even try us now
You have no place here
He has made His home in my heart

“Above everything else, guard your heart;
For it is the source of life’s consequences”

You have no place here
Flee!

YAH + I

Preservation of life
Shining ever brighter like the sun




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